Back In Action & Recurring Dreams

As salaam walaikum all,

I know I’ve been on a huge blogging break. I had been extremely busy for a while now after which I needed a break. Did a bit of travelling and relaxing.  Alhumdulillah. But I am back.

Recently, I had a dream about an amusement part which I believe I’ve dreamt about several times. In fact, the dream was so familiar that I actually felt that I had been to such a park. But in reality, the more I thought about it, the more I began to realize that I’ve never been to such a place. But I felt as if I had collected memories of several places and formed a unique place that came to me in my dream. I love amusement parks and I’ve been to several places in different parts of the world. Just a few of the things I recall is this water ride. It was a huge slide with turns and twists and you sit down and are eventually thrown into the water but somehow people were floating over the water which flowed like a stream around the steps leading up to the slide. The interesting thing was no one was actually getting wet except for a little bit. Everyone was normally dressed. In another part of this park were some rides similar to the octopus where I thought I could sit and try myself off.

http://susieofarabia.files.wordpress.com/2009/06/dscf6012-4.jpg

Source: http://susieofarabia.wordpress.com/2009/06/30/water-park/
Please note that I have never actually been to the above waterpark. It’s the closest image I could find to what I had seen in my dream.

In earlier parts of the dream I saw myself driving along a coast line. It was a really beautiful sight. Huge waves hitting the rocks. Apparently I had driven off to a different part of the country where a cousin lives.

Source: http://www.new-zealand-pictures.co.nz/
Above is a place in new zealand. This was similar to what I had seen in my dream.

In reality cousin lives in a different place. The city I was in isn’t as beautiful as I had dreamt. Nor is there such a coast line. This part of the dream was new but the previous part was as though I have seen the park several times before.

Have you ever experienced any recurring dreams or dreams that made you feel as if you’ve been to certain places but in reality never have. Or anything that felt so real, even after you awaken, you feel unable to recover from what you have seen.

Computers, Birds and Working Towards the Straight Path

As of April 11th:

Here’s what’s been happening. I’ve had major computer problems so I have been trying really hard to get that fixed. Plus, I’ve had so many things on my mind lately, I’ve had no time whatsoever to even think about blogging. I apologize for that.

Regarding my wisdom tooth, alhumdulillah, it seems to be healing well. Initially a lot of food was getting stuck in there but the hole seems to have become more shallow now although I haven’t looked at it all that carefully but I don’t feel like things are piling up. So, that’s good. But there’s definitely still a hole.

I still am getting birds. I had started getting a different pair of bulbuls. These ones have white cheeks and a yellow bottom. And guess what? They had twins! MashaAllah. The babies are totally cute! They are greyish brown and slightly smaller than their parents. Slightly bigger than a sparrow. They’ve become quite friendly and don’t run away when they see me. Last week they were begging their parents to feed them and this week, they come to my balcony and start tweeting. I open the door and throw crushed biscuits and they gobble it up. They come really close. About a foot away from me. MashaAllah.

Other than that, I’ve been trying to make some positive changes in my life such as:
1. Try to pray tahajjud regularly. I can’t wake up to pray it so it’s a good thing, it’s okay to stay and pray it and sleep. Although, that’s pretty exhausting as well.
2. Reciting Surah Kahaf every Friday.

InshaAllah, I’ll post details on that

Post-op 2 & 3

The second day went pretty well. I didn’t really have any problems. In the first 24hrs I wasn’t supposed to spit so I was wondering how to do wudhu. Just took a little bit of water each time and tried to let it out by simply opening my mouth. And swallowed the rest. Then I tried to keep my wudhu for the rest of the day. I didn’t want the clot dislodging and getting a dry socket (a complication of the procedure which results in severe pain). In order to prevent your muscles from stiffening up, you have to keep opening and closing your mouth. It was pretty easy the 2nd day but for some reason it became harder the 3rd day and today. It needs a few tries before I can open my mouth fully. And I feel a little click in my jaw when I do. Hope that smooths out.

I had some mild discomfort yesterday but not much of a problem. I’m on antibiotics so not that worried but it just feels a little weird. I wonder if it’s the stitches. I still can’t make out how many there are. They look like a clump with maybe a little bit of blood clot there too which I can taste every now and then.

Good thing is fasting is usually pretty easy for me so not eating a lot of food isn’t too bad. Day 2 I had ice cream, peach, very small pieces of an apple and at night, cool daal soup since I am not allowed hot things. Day 3, I had muttar paneer, peach, half a banana, raita, yogurt, and biryani. I’m actually enjoying the variety.

So, until I have to go back to that dentist and get my stitches removed (which should normally be painless but I don’t seem to trust him at all at this point), all iz well.

Post-op day 1

Just had my wisdom tooth extracted 1 and half hours ago. Man, it was one horrible experience! It was done under local anesthesia and I could still feel pain as the tooth was being ripped out of the socket. The dentist kept insisting it was only pressure but it was too painful to simply be pressure. And the procedure was supposed to be simple because the tooth was pretty much straight (vertical). I’ve decided that for the next one, I’m going to go under so that I don’t have to deal with that again. I’ve got stitches too. Seems like several. Once I get to open my mouth more I’ll have a peak at how many there are.

Pain level is not bad for now. I can feel my lip and cheek. Tongue is slightly numb. I’ve had an intramuscular (IM) diclofenac and corticosteroid so that should help the pain and swelling for a while. Although the doctor said there should be none. Allahu ‘alim. I do see mild swelling.

My gauze is out. I can’t spit or gargle for the first 24 hrs so I’ve just been swallowing slowly and have had chocolate milk so that I can take my antibiotics. I didn’t get much sleep at night so I’m really tired.

Lets hope everything improves from this point onwards. I’ll keep updating.

Impacted Wisdom Tooth

Yep, that’s what I have unfortunately. And I’ve been meaning to get it removed but haven’t found the time and it’s been bugging me lately. I had a throat infection which I now feel has included my wisdom tooth. And I’ve already started myself on antibiotics. Only problem is I’m looking for a good dentist but there aren’t any in my area. The ones I’ve known or experienced have been not that great, to be honest. Some even sucked.

The thing about gynecs and dentists, among those that I’ve come across, are insensitive and don’t care about the patients pain. This is terrible because they deal with patients in pain every single day! Anyway, so I’m hunting for a good dentist who is kind, polite (something which I haven’t seen in many dentists), and painless (duh!).

In the meantime, you can feast your eyes on what I will undergo to get my impacted wisdom tooth removed:

The New Year & Old Memories

A brand new year is starting and I just it’s the best time to reflect on the past yr and such and see how we can change for the better as Muslims, as humans (although they should mean the same thing but some of us forget that).

By the way, did you know, there’s a blue moon tonight?

This year was slightly boring for me but I feel like I made some really good changes, especially towards the end. InshaAllah, I can improve further in the coming 2010 in places I lack and replace everything that I find is negative with something positive.

I was remembering old friends who I am no longer in touch with. Not sure what triggered the memory. I had actually tried to get in touch with both of them shortly after the incidents (which were rather small to lose a long friendship over) that drove us apart but didn’t get a response. I wonder if they think about how silly that was. Do people ever realize things and are able to overcome their ego and try to patch the relationship that had more positive than the few negatives that caused the split? I can imagine Shaitaan finding it pleasant when good Muslims/friends/family members develop misunderstanding. I wonder if they think about that. Alhumdulillah. I am not really upset about it because from my side, I did try to contact them.

Sometimes, people say a lot of things that a perfect person would do in a perfect world but in most less than perfect situations, we forget our own philosophies and act just as the next inconsiderate person would. Perhaps, to be more self aware should be our new year’s resolution.

Happy New Year to all!

May Allah (swt) help us to be better Muslims and do more of what is pleasing to Him and what brings us closer to Him. Ameen.

Just An Update

InshaAllah, everyone had a lovely Dhul-hijjah and Eid and made the best use of the days.

Been quite busy the last few days. Google finally sent me an invite to join googlewave! Actually, I felt it was quite fast so I would definitely recommend people to sign up for a googlewave account directly.

Just a suggestion for this week: If there’s something you really need, start making dua for it whenever you remember. The more times you ask, the more likely Allah (swt) will accept it. Just make sure when you ask, you are absolutely sincere.

Do let me know if it works.

Busy Busy Busy

I’ve been having a very busy time and will probably continue to have one for a couple of months so instead of completely ignoring my blog, I’m planning to post short posts on something on my mind, Islamic messages, etc. InshaAllah.

I still plan on posting some of the pics that I took, InshaAllah, in a few days when I get a little time off.

This Made Me Smile – part 3

It’s been almost 9 months or so since I started to keep food for the birds in my balcony. I’ve had a wonderful variety of birds coming to eat. Although, it’s mostly pigeons, I’m also getting sparrows, doves, mynas, a crow (never knew they were in the area!), and a couple of BulBuls. I realized early on that they were a pair and mashaAllah they are really pretty birds even though they are not so colourful. Probably the most distinguishing feature about them is their red bottom!

However, this is not what made me smile. For a few days, I hadn’t heard or seen the Bulbul pair come to my balcony and I felt bad because I wasn’t sure where else they might be finding food. However, I was pleasantly alerted to their presence by their sweet voice. As I peaked through my balcony door, I saw a baby along with them! It was bigger than a sparrow and had a funny tweet but cute nonetheless. MashaAllah! I really wished to take a family picture but I didn’t want to scare them on their baby’s first trip. I’m absolutely delighted.

Back From My Blogging Break

I’ve been a bit busy the past few weeks and needed to take a break from the blog world. Ramadan will be coming soon as well and so I may not be able to post that often. But inshaAllah I’ll try to add things that are relevant and helpful for everyone during Ramadan.

So, lets try to catch up and see what I’ve missed.